Why some human being just can't be more insensitive in terms of politics?
Wait, firstly, you're the one who want to sneak in after official office hour! And by right, yea, i am not lying by telling them you're late.
Which indeed you are!
Secondly, I did not do it on purpose to say that you are late.
You do not need to go around telling tales to people.
And of course, as regard to one of the post saying " it's a unspoken and unwritten rule, that we got to cover our team mates backside"
Of Course, I agree. But certain things is not easy to cover or hide either.
I do not want to lie and because of you i got implicated in the matter.
I Don't owe you any living, so please dont let me see your attitude face or whatever as if i owe you $.
You may be comfortable with me but well, don't take me as a advantage!
You said that you trusted the wrong person, be it the person you referring is me anot, but what i want to say is, i Think i'm the one who trusted the wrong person.
And wait, Certain things we can talk it out face to face and not behind each other back stabbing.
I had enough of this, all i want is just rest! I just want to come to work happily and go back home happily and not thinking about office politics everyday.
Oh Well, Am in a dilemna I Do not know if i should approach you and straight things out or whatever shit.
Or Should i Just ignore and carry on with life?
I Wonder am i choosing the right path???

Thing has not been easy for me.
Come to think of it, who will want such a meaningless life? work, knock off, eat & home, sleep and continue the rountine over and over again.
But there's one thing and only i can confirm, that is i can overcome any hardship if there's bound to happen on me.
By not going out to shop or anyhow run during the week days, i got to save alot of $$.
I been trying so hard, with all my might to save and save.
Although, i broke my own rules, by buying some stuff for baby which is gonna be a burden to me for 3 years, but well, i think it worth it to see him smiling away like a little baby.
Every month end, pay come in, everyone is so happy that they can buy anything they like or basically have more $$ to spend.
whereas for me, payday means different things completely.
Payday= run arrears by going different bank withdrawing and depositing or easier way internet transfer.
other than this is also= pay bills.
at the end of the day, my bank will always left less than 600 (inclusive of bill payment) to survive through the month that is ongoing.
bills will take up around 140 of the 600. which means i left like 400++?
Some people don't know why and why i can freaking save until like this, but well, i have to.
In order to earn myself a home, a place which i called my own.
I think sometimes, what if i cut or quit smoking to save up the cig money, but i realise i got no life at all.
Sometimes when am overstress i think cig is still the best way to distract me and let me calm down sometime when i get over agitated over certain things.
Things has really not being easy for me, neither for baby, but i really hope he will understand that i will give hime everything he wished for, but please let me have some time.. i will really die and drop dead if he is not listening to my advice or trying to be as sturbborn as the sister.
Thanksfully, he's not, at least he willing to listen to me. And of course, i did not failed him, i got you what you being wishing for, didn't i?
let me have times, i will do arrangement at my end, to squeeze out excess to let you have whatever you want.
Although i have been and always been saying i want to be a little girl, but in fact i can't!
There's too many stuff and people i need to take care of!
All i can blame is on myself for not being capable to do some more stuff, i need to find way to expand my means, but i think all these need time.
anyway, i'm damn sure that if i going to behave like this for the rest of the year until we got our flat, renovation and stuff is not a problem at all.
we can then create our dream home:)
I don't intend to change company for time being, i think am gonna stayed there and observe, if possible and if i can, i will stay on for at least 5 years? until i earn everything :)
but pray hard that there's not much changes compare to now, i mean management.
if not i will still leave.
which is the last resort and is not what i wanted.
anyway, things is gonna be better and better days after days, so i should not go and be bothered by it.
Baby, i hope this present that i got you recently, you love it! This is all i can get you for now:)
i love you my silly baby boy.

This week finally arrived, i cannot say that this is not a good week or stuff.
Well, this week all of the team members are heading to phuket...friday all of us will be in phuket already.
But i will missed home... :(
well, a good things to share, finally brought a car! Baby got a Little red :)
hyndai getz!!! 1.6A somemore! sweee....
although by buying little red our finance will be damn tight but i think is worth it if to let him dreams come true..
well, is gonna be damn hard on me, with all savings used up, i need to replenish back my saving and save for another 50-60K for our housing issue and stuff which is gonna be like 2-3 yrs later?
Hopefully, by then i'm able to squeeze out this sum of $$$. But i believe i can :)
Baby side, need to save like around 15-20K for wedding and stuff, hopefully he can do it.
as my means is there already there's nothing much more i can help already.
Hopefully, baby will get stronger and stronger each day and each year so that i and furture baby can rely on this daddy fully.
if not mummy will die if until got baby i also have to be like this... but well, if there a need to i still will :)
Now, we got our house, our car and each other what we short of now and awaiting is

1. flat to complete in 2-3 yrs time


2. have our babies :)


3. hit my target of saving for babies


4. hit my target of saving for myself and baby :)


5. upgrade to a bigger car when our car is about to die :)

this is what i can think of presently, others i don't know yet there may be still more to come then:)

gonna bring yaya go wash when am back from phuket and will take the photo of this cute little duckie when he is nice and clean!

Loving you will always be my hobby.

Baby

Decided to take some of my time to post.

well, tomorrow is the date of the selection of flat, after we done with it within 3 months am gonna receive my 1st appointment date.

So excited! sigh, but hopefully, everything is as smoothly as what i planned and calculated so that no cash is needed.

btw, i spill the beans to baby already, told him about my planning for his car.

Argggg, hate it for not being able to shut up my mouth.

sigh, am so stress,everything $$$$, i need to earn more $$$$.

I got so many plans in my mind but i can't fufil them at all, i have to knock them out one by one, one by one.

which would take me years!

Overall, am still very happy that we got a house of our own, no matter how tedious how difficult the route may be for us, i will stand strong and walk it through.
Only when am stronger and stronger days after days, then i would be able to protect my own family, my kids.

I want them to know that with Mummy around, there's nothing to be afraid off :)

But i need to have more training and learn to be stronger, be it financial wise or mentailty or whatever, i have to be strong :)

No longer a little young girl now, even though am only 20 :) i have to grow up and be like a woman and not a little girl anymore.

Although i need people to dote me and sayang me but i have to be independent (still enjoying being dote lahs haha) for my family.

This weekend, going to batam with my family, hopefully, i can get those stuff that i wanted nahs, if not disappointed. let me enjoy this weekend to the fullest :)

Next week, going phuket with my team :) sleeping alone in the Banthai hotel, first time take airplane, alamak so nervous yet i'm abit looking forward to it.

well, if with baby around that will be marvellous, but haish, if he go am afraid he will feel out of place and eventually be neglected by me. So the best is not to bring him along heheheheh....

well, can't wait for tomorrow to arrive and of course, my Batam trip and Phuket Trip :)

Baby, you will always be loved by me :)

I'm gonna give you whatever best stuff i can give you, give me time. i will save as much as i can and let your dreams came true :) <3

* DOB: 01|06|1991
*My Man:♥♥ NICKY陈建兴♥♥
*The Special Day:26/03/2009♥
*被他着:NICKY陈建兴♥
*horoscope:双子座
if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

*His Bdae: 15|03|1989
*His Lady:♥♥CHRISTINA李美颖♥♥
*The Special Day:26/03/2009♥
着他的人:CHRISTINA李美颖♥
*Horoscope:双鱼座
As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.



{♥}First birthday celebration with hubby
{♥}24/7 with hubby
{♥}Love and give hubby my everything
{♥}marry hubbyTANKIENHENG
{♥}Bear a child for hubby
{♥}sleep with hubby everyday
{♥}No more quarrel or arguement
{♥}Bully hubby always
{♥}Say to hubby no matter what
{♥}3 years anniversary



{♥}Nicky 老公
{♥}Evelyn SWEETHEART
{♥}My family
{♥}Shopping
{♥}learn basic mani and pedi
{♥}earn big bucks
{♥}Pass My FTT
{♥}Phuket trip
{♥}Bangkok trip
{♥}Car
{♥}S$50,000 before i turn 23 Years old
{♥}Prada bag/Miu Miu
{♥}our flat to be ready 550A #10-6**
{♥}Get & Pass My Car License
{♥}chess wedding

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I can't believe am standing here,been waiting for so many years and today i found the king to my reign my heart.
you changed my life so patiently and turned it into something good and real, i feel just like i felt in all my dreams
there are questions hard to answer, Can't you see
Baby,tell me how can i tell you, that i love you more than life
show me how can i show you, that i'm blinded by your lights
when you touch me i can touch you, to find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you.
建兴和美颖
将在2014年结成夫妇
并一起生活，一起进退。
有福同享，有难同当！
一生一世献给你
永远爱着你！！！






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