LOLs,Sudden Change On planning...

That niu and tht fatty going together with us liaos...

and they said is as friends de status go..

LOLS,craps!talking shit.

And i think hors,sooner or later she'll still be back with them de.

Just because ,she know tht niu lovc her like hell so thus she'll like tht ya ya papaya.

Then i was like thinking dots oh my god...

Anyway i won't give her any face or whatever if she get overboard.

I GOT MY OWN TEMPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everytime give in to ppl treat ppl too good liaos...

End up always ownself suffer....

LOLS.

Lao hu bu fa wei ba wo dang bing mao.

LOLS...

da ren bu ji xiao ren guo!

WHAHAHA...

setting off to penang soon...Feel happy yet a bit sad..

Lols.

Hubby doing 24hrs duty today..

Leaving me alone at home doing nth and waiting for him to be back..

Just miss him alot..

i threw a bit tantrum at him just now...

Abit too much liaos.should look at myself before i throw tantrum.

But he let me in he said is his fault but i dont think so.

he treat me too good liaos lers..

i'm afraid the more good he treat me the more i'll take him for granted somehow..

I dont want this to happen..but yet he always give in to me before i can give in to him.

feel that i'm getting out of control of my own temper liaos..

AHS!!!

nevermind..try for the best nors..

Hmmms,tmr setting off liaos lers...

going vacation with my one and only boy..

HAHAs...

think today dont sleep give him a surprise by waiting for him at plaza bus stop=)

bleah...

SURPRISE HUBBY!!!

i love you nahs..

my blog has become ours liaos lers...

hehes..

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Hmms,while walking home from grandma hse.i couldn't help myself thinking something.

what is death?

why does everyone seems to always avoid the topic of it?

To me death seems to be an escape from human being torture.

By living you got to suffer from all the temptation all...

gradually,i begin to have certain picture flash thru my mind.

What if i had die?

Who will feel the pain of me leaving?who will come down to my funeral?

what will happen when i'm gone?

who'll miss me?my laughter?my naughty?my kinky?

I'm just can't help wondering..

maybe it's too unlucky for me to say all this things..but i just can't stop wondering..LOLs..

today happen quite alot of thing nors...

Hmmm,where should i start it nehs?

As for the penang trip got sudden change..niu will not be going liaos..

cos of $ issue ehs,then chess meet us at blk 179(hubby hse downstair) at about 10+.

Hubby went to my grandma hse fetch me and i warm up 1 bottle of chicken essence for him to drink.
Then we talk about the thing about the trip till around 11+ we went to mac to eat.

Then happen to know tht someone married is not cos of love but is for the child sake.

For me,even if i happen to have a child before i married i also wont marry the guy because i dont want him to marry me because of the kids sake.

I want him to love me truely deeply tht till he want to take care of me for the rest of my life no matter what godness sake.

I'll still test the guy before we are married to prove tht he love me but not cos of the respondsibility.

It's good to have tht,but the love is more important cos once love is there in the future down the road there wont be anything like scandal or whatever shit.

find her pathetic sometimes,so many comment been past on her and yet she can just dont care and dont do anything to let stop let ppl look down on her ehs..

But after all she found her mr right all the best to her nors..

LOLs.

Then i happen to get to know tht SOMEONE told hubby mum whose's in malaysia about the fact tht i smoke.and it destroy the image tht i builded up.

It's kinda sad for me nahs,sigh,but what can i do about it?

When someone who out to harm me nehs?

Forget it,then hubby mum also got said tht i dont have the manners.didnt greet ppl..

LOLs,expect me come out of the room saw them den greet them mehs?

SIGH!

It's just misunderstanding lahs,plus also i'm very shy nahs,not so close with them mahs.

After listen to all i did a very harsh decision which is i send mag to hubby tht i want to leave him cos of all tht.

must be thinking tht our love so fragile right?

WRONG!is because i think of the future i scare and i dont want him to be stuck in between if i quarrel with his family or waht thus i said all.

When i send it,i was so sad and feel heart wrenched and pain.

I'm feeling tht fucking miserable.

Then hubby come over to me and ask chess to go back first.

he coax me ensure and assure me tht nth gonna went wrong everything.

i was shedding my tears like free flow..

But the feeling is just tht strong tht i want him badly..

i feel tht i been such a SOTONG to let him go if i ever did tht?

Then everything was fine now.

He talk to me alot of things and assure me.

Feel so safe in his arms just tht safe.

i just wanna be his and only his..nobody else..

LOLs.

Hubby,i'm so sorry tht i broke ur heart today.making you feel sad about it..

I'm sorry..i didn't meant to break your heart ders.

Laopo promise you there wont be anytime liaos..

Love you till i couldn't bear to let you go..

You're mine and i'm yours always..

Love you lotsa hubby!

Read the letter tht you wrote to me.

I'm so happy when reading it.

Feel happiness surrounded me.

I'm touched=)

Loving you more and more.

Sha Gua i love you...

TAN KIEN HENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

MEIYING<3kienheng

whenever hubby ask me to marry him,this is always the face i gave him=)

he's so angry nors...hahas.bleahs.260309

HAPPY MONTHSARY CHEN JIAN XING!!!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

Nothing much happen recently...

The penang trip is confirm going already=)

Then ytd just came back from malaysia=)went hubby house again.But ytd didnt take photo at all cause not tht free to go visit places of interest or whatever..

Today,laogong doing 24/7 duty again,got to wait till tmr night den he'll be back...Hmmm,then ehs,is jingjing(qiao por)birthday tmr=xhaha...

Then hmmm,although hubby in the very first week we got together he dont love me that much de.although i know now tht he love me alot..but i'll still think about it.flashed back will still feel heart wrenched de=(

But hopefully hubby give de love can cover all the flaws that he has if there's any?

Hahas,just simply love hubby that much nors.and wed midnight we went to tan tock seng take mc.HAHAs,then hubby was mc for 2 days=)

then got to pay$ to ppl to take over his duty=(poor boy=(

Then wed and thurs we were at SOHO188 swimming...

Wed nights was raining heavily but we went after raining swim awhile den got up.by the time i sleep is 6AM.we sleep at there nahs.Hahas,then thursday we wake up also go swimming.but hubby 8+went to camp to endose his mc till 11+when i wake up.

He ahs,just so cute and behve like little kids like tht in front of me.

sometimes really cannot tolerate him ahs..BIANGS..

Then when i'm tired and feel bored he always come and make fun of me making me angry=x

But is also my fault lahs for being unreasonable...

Hope he understand ohs...And just dont like the way some ppl treat him=(

he keep been taken advantage of when he treat ppl too good.ahss.....

Forget it then.....

Hubby always said wanted to marry me=)

Said wanted to ROM with me.

Wanted to tied me down.

LOLs.

I keep denying saying i dont want to marry him because without proper proposal.

hmmm,Hubby no worries..

verbally accepted you...

YES!I DO!
i willing to marry you!

Dont let me down...

LOVE YOU LAHS...

MUACKS MUACKS.

Me and hubby at geylang there at mongkok eating dim sum=)

Hubby look like wanted to kiss me..

Just fall so deeply in love with his tendered lips and gentle kiss on lips.

Hubby hiding away from the camera hahas.

Shy shy boy boy=)love him nahs


hubby the sweetest kiss for you.
Nobody can pulled me away and prevented me from kissing and loving you.
Happiness shall revolve us every single day=)

hubby handsome face!

although after facial ahs den made pimple more obvious.
But he's still so handsome and cute!!!

You're the sweetest drug in my life hubby

Love to been protected by you and been love by you.

Nothing and nobody else can gave me what you can give..

my precious hubby and me at sutra mall=)
sweet and loving is what we'll always be=)

Hubby i love you lots!!!

There proof of it=( They prefer hubby nors=)

The fish at the Don't know what mall=xthink is sutra mal

Big right?And it like my hubby lot not.always swim to him instead of me=(

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heyhey!updating what i do over the weekend=)hehes,last weekend i went to hubby m'sia house=)It located at skudai hahas...
He first time bring gf in with him and i'm the first one...So nervous and scare nors when saw his papa and mama=x
The first day everything was alright and we went to night market hahas dont ask me what the name i dont know ehs...
Then satuday hubby bring me go see see things and went to do bit shopping but i didnt buy anything cos need to go penang trip liaos hahas...LOLs....
Then night time hors niu and dog come in cos niu mu leave niu again with another guy liaos omg...
Say me till very bitch ended up who is the one?
Hmmm,talk till her i'm raging with fire liaos..lols skip about him bahs....
Hubby also went to do facial also..Lols...The beautician ahs kipnap my boy for 2+hrs...
Yet i'm outside waiting for him silently...
hmmm,then sunday we didnt do much thing nors slack at home cos we wake up very early den go back to sleep Again in the afternoon like tht den sleep till evening time wake up eat hubby cook de food...
Then around 7 we set off back to spore!
Hahas..but we didnt went back home we went to west coast instead and i'm so happy nors...
Play alot of things over there...
Lols...
Then we bring hubby de camera back hahas...
i'm going on capturing spree again=)
Lols.

Miss hubby...today do 24hrs duty=(
But tmr off!!!
Hehes..miss and love him lots!
Muacks..

NANA<3nicky

Today been awake by hubby on 11pm sharp.
Got to go for an interview at tradehub later ohs..hehe..wondering how is it?
Hmmm,as for dirad de i'm in liaos but i dont want to work...
LoLs,now just a quick post because quite rush hahas...and also weekend i go malaysia with hubby to his home thus no news from me at all=)
As for how the whole trip feels will blog in with all the photos=)
Hahs,now got to get use to it liaos begin to be lazy and dont want to work already....
Must change liaos haha...hmmmm,after interview going dad house=)
Den meet hubby bahs...That all for my today journey...good right?
LOLs...
Dont know why just simply love my hubby more and more each days as the days passes...although now still honeymoon period nahs...
But hopefully both of us can love each other till very deep and wont leave each other alone n facing any things or under any circumstances nors=)
LOLs...
I love you baobei hubby=)


NANA<3nicky

My loves<3

Today been awake by DIRAA calls.

Yeap,i'm in for the 2nd round interview...

The first person i shared the news with is baby=)

Then followed by YIMYIM...

I was so that afraid that i can't get into the job at first.

But now i been given a chance to go for the 2nd round the percentage are higher liaos.

Got to wear professional nors.

LOLs....

recently keep companying my baby only<3

Then maybe end of this month will be going for the penang trip liaos.

Hopefully i can go den come back start my work already=)

My hair is been back straight and Nice liaos=)

hahas..Kinda miss my PERM hair nors.

hubby hubby i miss you=x

Now hors,just enjoy him by myside=)

Nothing to say nor do liaos nors.

hopefully everything will be a breeze for me tmr.

Don't let me get nervous can liaos.....

Just want to work and have a stable income so that when time came i can go and take my diploma..

After diploma i can go learn facial and also den go for my degree...

Everything achieve before i turn 25yrs old?

Hopefully i can=)

by then,i got all the cert and experience i need for job.

i also got the skill then dont need to worried about no job liaos lers=)

HAHAs...

As for that someone?

Wish all the best to him,i have found my direction of life now.Just hope that he'll be fine alone or maybe with someone else.

Just hope that if he happen to know that i have my hubby now can also wish me all the best and give me his blessing and i'll be contented already=)

LOLs...

Baby,dont jealous or what okay?

Me and him de things are over when we first got together.

Me and him is just like friend now.

Since i have choose you over him in the first place then don't jealous lers.

Okay?laopo love you de=)

HEHEs.

NANA<3nicky

These was what hubby sent me when i told him how i really feel about the things.

His friends just not that approve of me due to first time impression.

They keep thinking that we're not serious in each other.

And i'm really been affected about it.

Baby keep tell me not to go and care about it.

But i don't want to make him be apart from his friends due to me.

I willing to be strong and just bear with all those negative thoughts that ppl think of me.

How baby suffer and give me happiness i'm willing to do the same and give it back to him.

Although ppl may think that i'm always playing a fool around.

But nobody really understand what kind of things i'm going thru in my life.

So please!don't judge me by my cover.

I'm also very fragile girl even though i look very strong,i need a real man to look after me too.

Here's hubby sent de msg:

I don't care...I want you to be happy that all...Bleah...Laopo...

Don't ever say you burden for me again k..Since we together...Anything we share..Suffer i suffer more always..Because i want tell you that i'm the real and only man that you can always rest on happily..

Even how hard the road is..I always choose to walk down...This trip You say burden..den if next time old..?So there no burden between us understand..sa gua..

After i read it, i can't help myself that tears rolling down...

It's really the first time a guy told me all this things.

From my very begining relationship i always believe in forever love.

But yet,i alway get the hurt most by been betray.

I'm tired of it already.

Nobody really know how to treasure me and cherish me.Now came to baby.

He although Sometimes bully me but almost all of the time he been doting me and giving me all his love as he can.

I'm feeling alot of emotions now.It made me think back all those hurtful memories that all guy gave it to me while i gave them my whole heartedly love.

From the very first guowei,simon to guochang.

These few guys is the only few that know how to catch my heart among all my exs.

But all i get from them in return is either betray or short term relationship.

They always begin to realise my good when i leave.

But now came to baby,He unlike them....he really do care for me...

I love you baby!Thanks for being by my side.

Promise to give you whatever i can....

Just receive another msg from him making me cry again.

The sad and lonely days for you has past...happy day for you has began with me till the day we gone old,good or bad we still will walk..trust me and went through the ;ife with me that you never had before.we've lots of days to look forward and start our new life...Anything happen i'm sure i the one who block and protect for you till you can't sense thing that try to hurt you.Stay happy and love each other as much as we can...laopo,i love you.muackz..

("v")good night

I'm simply just get touched by him...

even just a few words but i know he meant it.

I believe in him,he's not lying or bluffing me anything.

I love you too precious.

NANA <3>

yimyim de stirring

the shop at tampines 1

Mine full of the sauce=)
the bake rice!!!

My emo

My drink

SO emo....

Today,just went to watch the drama at expo with yimyim...
LOL,while watching it it bring me back some thoughts...
It say that in the drama that jesus can bring back one life?
But i;m thinking if tht the case den why baobei have to go?
Nobody giving her a chance to choose.
there's nothing in this world so MIRACLE as the drama said.
Maybe is because i'm not christian bahs..
LOLs~
After that we went to Tampines 1.
Its really big,but is has nothing to shop for..
The shop there are so boring and is has nothing to eat at all...
Then never mind,haven't even started to eat my period came..
Sian diao~
Then it's also very squeeze there..alot of ppl...
Then hors we went to SAY CHEESE to eat thing..
I ate the ocean spice and drink tropical punch..While she ate terriyaki bake rice i think.
The bill came and okay lahs not ex lahs but take up all my cash=x
haha..
Then after we went back to lot 1 to buy her wallet..
And in no while we're done.
We took975 back to home area.
i went to daddy house...talk to them a while and i'm back home...
This is my whole journey for today=)
Miss my hubby lots...
spent my time doing the scrapebook when i dont even know how to use it =-="
Finally all are done and i''m going upload photos of me any yim yim eat de things plus wed de frog =)


NANA

hmmm...Ytd went to numbers again..

Opened 2 martell...

But didnt get tispy or drunk at all...

Just that sober the whole hours at there...-_-''

Today hubby still at malaysia nors...

Really do miss him.

It's just like i'm out there alone even though i'm with lotsa ppl or frenx surrounding me.

The person that i want to be by me is not there.

although i'm just feeling bit lonely but i understand his things.

He needs to be with his family too.

Just need to getover these few period and then everything will be fine again.

Whenever i;m out without him is just like a butterfly is flying without wings.

Kor and mingzhi quarrel again.

Dont know what really got into brother.

It's just made me cant help thinking that will it be me and hubby next time?

sawing how she behave made me cant help think to the past of me when i with simon or guowei.

I'll alway be the one at there holding on and then it's just nothing to him.

It really very heartbroke and pain when the person you love treated you this way.

And i really dont know what will be the future of us?

Maybe we'll really got together real long or maybe is just temporary only.

By seeing others of relationship just cant help thinking back about myself.

Just that sad for my past.

I dont believe i only deserve those bad guys who only know how to give me hurts.

i dont think i deserve it also.

Just let everything go by naturally bahs.

doen't really want to go and think and care bout it.

Independent will always be my slogan=)

Today damm sad and angry..

Dear today suddenly at around afternnon 3plus tell me want to break up woth me.

And it's all because of his army thing he scare i lonely no time for me...

Feel very sad nors is like if truely love each other den must really scare of all this mehs?

ahya dont know lahs...

But luckily everything is alright now..

Although hubby wont have time for me and i know he'll be very tired at times...

No time for me...

But i dont mind is like as long as i know that he love me he got me in his heart i'm really very contented already...

And also is like even though i know that i'll feel lonely..

But i can always go find a job and then get pass with my times...

Is like he now got to not only support himself but also his car...

Den i couldn't be adding on to his burden ders..

I rather i go work so that i can have my own income and then i also wont feel lonely...

lol...

Just simply love him..

Don't ask me why?

I don't know why...

NANA

Times fly past us like it's not gonna stop for you at all.

Indeed it's truth.Time has never been stop by anything and anyone.

Sometimes things and people around you changed before you can ever caught it.

It's always either you adapt to them or they adapt to you.

Like i always said Once i leave i leave for good.

I wont be back no matter what you do.

But it just like whenever I let go of something or someone first.

The person usually regretted of treating me in that way.

Whenever i wanted to let you go fully,you'll somehow turn up in my life at the other corner of my life.

I've now found a stop to stop and stay inside for life.

But why does ppl always wanted to push me or pull me out?

The more i care about certain ppl the more hurt i'll get and it's not tht kind of happiness i ever wanted.

All i can blame is my bad luck and always made the wrong decision at point topoint in life.

Now tht i have come to this harsh and difficult decision to made.

Why can't you all just respect my decision and let me go?

I'm tired and hating this kind of thing.

Can i dont love?

Love is just too painful for me to bear and tolerate already.

Maybe ppl always need to made their own decision at times to times.

I've made mine.

But sometimes ppl or things around me will somehow prove me wrong in my decision.

Is it i cant made my own decision right?

Or just tht i'm over sensitive to ppl comments and feelings?

Once'you're my man,But i'm not your woman.

Once i love you till much,If my tears can made you heart pain.

I'm willing to be meng jiang nu using my tears to flood the great wall.

I'm just tht stupid to be doing all those foolish things.

You really hurt me much whenever you did tht kind of flying kite feelings towards me.

I'm gonna let you go now once and for all.

If we really meant to be together.

We'll be together.

Be it in the future or whatever.

Ytd went to Bishan with hubhubhubhubby...
Den niu's gf buy things with her pay den hubby keep asking i want buy not?
If want he buy for me....lol he still got to support himself and his car still want support my shopping mehs?
He very funny Lors~ den being say by me....Pull his monkey ears and scold him..
Lol.
Den about 10plus we left den niu saw she bought things den scold her and throw away the things she bought.
When i saw this I suddenly have the feelings that i'm so lucky...i can buy is i dont want.And even i buy liaos also wont get scolded de.
It seems like no matter how much i shop or what nobody will say me..
Maybe is because the money i spent is myself de bahs..
and also hors...
hubby also said that even if i want to buy he is also speechless as he love me mahs...
SWEET TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
i'm a weirdo nors..lol..
But i'm really bored to death already.when working keep complain not enough sleep not enough time.
Now got time Got enough sleep but i dont want....Too Bored liaos..
i rather spent my time to go work.
at least i got income is always better den idling at home and nothing to do always spent money.
After penang trip got to start work liaos cannot rest more..
if not i become lazy again..
lol
But i just dont like the feeling of interview ahs...
haha

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* DOB: 01|06|1991
*My Man:♥♥ NICKY陈建兴♥♥
*The Special Day:26/03/2009♥
*被他着:NICKY陈建兴♥
*horoscope:双子座
if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

*His Bdae: 15|03|1989
*His Lady:♥♥CHRISTINA李美颖♥♥
*The Special Day:26/03/2009♥
着他的人:CHRISTINA李美颖♥
*Horoscope:双鱼座
As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.



{♥}First birthday celebration with hubby
{♥}24/7 with hubby
{♥}Love and give hubby my everything
{♥}marry hubbyTANKIENHENG
{♥}Bear a child for hubby
{♥}sleep with hubby everyday
{♥}No more quarrel or arguement
{♥}Bully hubby always
{♥}Say to hubby no matter what
{♥}3 years anniversary



{♥}Nicky 老公
{♥}Evelyn SWEETHEART
{♥}My family
{♥}Shopping
{♥}learn basic mani and pedi
{♥}earn big bucks
{♥}Pass My FTT
{♥}Phuket trip
{♥}Bangkok trip
{♥}Car
{♥}S$50,000 before i turn 23 Years old
{♥}Prada bag/Miu Miu
{♥}our flat to be ready 550A #10-6**
{♥}Get & Pass My Car License
{♥}chess wedding

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I can't believe am standing here,been waiting for so many years and today i found the king to my reign my heart.
you changed my life so patiently and turned it into something good and real, i feel just like i felt in all my dreams
there are questions hard to answer, Can't you see
Baby,tell me how can i tell you, that i love you more than life
show me how can i show you, that i'm blinded by your lights
when you touch me i can touch you, to find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you.
建兴和美颖
将在2014年结成夫妇
并一起生活，一起进退。
有福同享，有难同当！
一生一世献给你
永远爱着你！！！






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