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:: Friday, May 29, 2009 ::

Do Singaporean Dress Badly?

Singaporean Style Are Usally be Defined as simple and casual based on the majority on the road.But gradually it has changed over the years...

As you can see,if you went to orchard few years ago, you may get to see that only youngster like to dress up and dolled up themself till presentable or maybe their Dressing "loud".

Now a Days,youngster slowly changed their dressing to more casual and comfortable.

So that when they went out to shop they won't feel uncomfortable.

But as for females,some intended to wear till "loud" and outstanding..they even think that without dolling themself up or dress nicely they are consider "out". Or maybe even developed low self-esteem..

For Guys it''s simple and casual for them,Jeans,Shirt,Bermudas,Pants,slippers,shoes..

Their dressing are just that simple and guys always find it troublesome to doll up when going out.

As compared to foreigners,singaporeans male,are less prone to dress up themself for outside.They prefer simple,easy and casual.

As for the females,singaporeans don't have own trends.Seriously all our fashion trends is from other countries like taiwan,hong kong...They think that it's cool and be trendy and by at the front of the fashion line you're been outstanding and everyone is envious about you..

In my view,i dont think so,Casual and simple is my daily outfits.i don't need make-up everyday as i do believe that Natural is the most beautiful things in this world.Nothing is ever beautiful then being yourself the most.

If everyone doesn't have it's own taste and only blindly follow the trends and fashion.Nobody will talk about quality and it's it worth it?All they care is "ah!it's the lastest fshion wear thats show in the CLEO magazine this month issues!"

For Singaporean who have it's own style and not blindly follow the fashion i think they are "hot" in their own way.

It really do turned me off when my friends some wear till so "loud" just only going to nearby for a lunch.Nobody Cares to see you anyway.In a coffee shop what dress codes do you expect?

Those who wear till "loud" no matter where they go,it really do turned their friends off and also it may somehow made their friends "malu"(embrasses in Malay) without them knowing.

As For Comparison to foreigner we only win them in one thing which is BLINDLY FOLLOW THE TRENDS... No creative within singaporean...

Flips flop are acceptable for me..i ownself do wear flip flop...everywhere i go..except for some occasion and maybe some event..even clubbing i also wear flip flop as to that kind of place we want is enjoy and dance!what for you dress till so pretty yet your feet hurt and you can't really let your hair down to play and enjoy?

But flip flop you must know when to mix and match not every outfit you can wear with it.If not it'll become very weird and "ugly".

I wont wear my PJs out. as i think PJs are meant to be wear at home and to sleep.if you wear it out it made no difference between your PJs and outside clothing...i like to have nice and comfortable of PJs of my own and just meant for HOME-BASED..

It;s a bad thing to wear it out as you may not know your PJs got what kind of virus or bacteria inside or with it.Imagine you're going to wear it to sleep with so many unseen bacte3ria to sleep.thinking about now got so many virus and bacteia around you.Like H1N1..

This kind is so fatal and unpredicted.Thus,for my personal purpose i dont wear PJs out and also don't Encourage people to wear PJs out.

So naturally i don't Have a photo of me wearing PJs=)

Heartfelt words 2:56 PM

:: Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ::

Something big happen ytd and it's so fucked up.

here's how the stories go.

Ytd me and hubby went down to batok to meet ryan(cow).

he said got a guy(kelvin) who selling his gf for 100k as the buyer is his kelvin best friends and the girl willing to do that it only last for 3 years.

when we got to know it we were laughing damn hard and didnt believe it.

so we decided to go and see the ppl in person to find out the truth.

so we went down to batok and ryan told us that kelvin is an carrot head always get chop by him and blah blah blah...

so then they say went to dampsey hill for drink and we follow as ryan say that if he drunk my hubby can fetch him back.

when we reached there they ordered a red wine and 3 sticks of cigar.

step 1 rich guy both of them..while me and hubby we shared our drinks..i drink snowball..hahas..

Then we chit chat and ryan suddenly say that he dizzy want to got to his car for a rest we stopped him but he insist on going.so we let him be..

Here come the hilarous and fucked up part..

hilarous is that kelvin told us that the 100k matter is true..

we played along with him and just chit chatting..

halfway thru the phone rang and he walk away to answer the call..

AND THE FUCKED UP PART IS BOTH OF THEM LEFT AND NEVER BACK.

WHAT THE FUCK.

WE SEARCHED FOR THE CAR AND ALL BUT IT'S GONE.

Imagine a few years buddy can do this to my hubby.

so beware of ur best friends no matter how reliable he is you'll never know..

i grow up till now this is the first time i met this kind of guys..

we called ryan dad and chess they came down and save us..

troubled chess again...

THE BILL is $226.

what the hell,if i pay i'm stupid a glass of snowball rolled to $226.

and the person who called kelvin to walk away is him instead of kelvin other friends.

fucker right?

Then when i reached home ryan called and faking he had no idea.

Then i didnt mention that did kelvin footed the bill anot.

he ownself said you pay already ahs?

isn't it obvious?

And also he use harsh tone to talk to me like i wronged him.

And he said is kelvin came to him in car and said his friends in orchard go fetch them here.

then when they go till there fetch already want come back le then kelvin said we left liaos in cab..

Ryan didnt bother to check with us by calling and his phone is switched off after we called him for the 3rd time without answering.

Ryan still say is kelvin switch off de.

i was like HEEEEEEEELLLLOOOOO!!!!

you're no drunk!how come your things can be like that let ppl take wont you ask why?

treating me like fool...?

i come out facing the society that time i think you're still being protected by ur family.

Stupid reason and explaination i have heard.

he still trying to say it's not him all this..

stop bullshitting with me.

Take it as a lesson learnt.

friends and sisters do beware of this kind of people..

Anyway our friendship are over and please dont bully my hubby dont ever take me as nth when i treat you well and behave like a lady.

dont made/force me to do those barbarian do.

scolded you and fucked you right in front of everyone.

Nothing meant much to me now..

All i need is NICKYTANKIENHENG.

He cant be bully.

Heartfelt words 8:01 AM

:: Monday, May 25, 2009 ::

Ytd is the day we about to came back and before that we were keep sleeping and till 12 went to eat bak kut teh and then went back home and then went out to giant to buy stuffs.

brought alot..RM 82++...

Then went back his house and sleep again and then at night around 6+ wake up go anggerik to eat duck rice it was nice..

hahas..then went back home a while and set off with his family to old folk home..

cos his san gu is over there..so we go over as later got to go sg in their car..

then after which went ther and i talk to jingjing and found out that ryan say hubby being brother like didnt like that didnt do much things at all..

morning he busy but night time is my boy busy neis...

haiish never mind...

then we went to eat laksa it was called shangeri-la lasksa..

haha...when i went toilet his san gu say later he sit in front i sit behind .as we keep doing intimate things didnt respect..

when i knew i was like CCB!another backstabber...

then OLD FASHION THINKING.

i'm tired lahs..always got those negative comments..

SG is still much much better than m'sia..

dont what their brain made of so STUPID.

haiish..FOOK IT..

back sg and found out my money missing..

BADBAD WEEKEND FOR ME.

I HATE IT

Labels: My bad day

Heartfelt words 6:15 AM

today is his big day,both of us dress up nicely and went to the hotel to meet up with them.

all was done and smoothly then when reach yingx2 house i was throwing bit tantrum as heard tht shirleen going to play till very CB.

Then after which,go thru the door breaking and hubby got to wear pampers and tutu.omg.

I feel shameshame..but then after that everything is alright and soon i was abit okay but still unhappy as i felt like i was an alien..finally all is over and went back to hotel..my face is still black of course i miss SG!

Then we sleep a while and gtg for the dinner briefing..

i went to the groom and bride room for makeup and then went to ryan room for puff.

then hubby keep left me out and then they all talk around and i was been left out totally..

i felt like and idiot and i feel damn lonely..

No one i cdan talk to freely,nobody accompany me..hubby busy wi9th shirleen they all...

been left out,i miss home,my friends where i can be free.and be myself..

i wanted to leave and hubby holded me say what happen where i go..i dont feel like answering him,as i really feel lonely inside me.nothing can be help.

i went to ground floor at someplace where nobody can saw me facing the sea view and i cried.

i wished to be back sg even though is just a sea away,but i feel lonely over there indeed.

everything is so unfamiliar..i scare of loneliness but yet i still got to bear with it and do all those face changing game.i'm tired...

can say i'm over sensitive but put yourself in my shoes.shirleen know you all for how long?she wont feel lonely at all..she got you all and niu 24/7. and jingjing...

while me? i got nothing with you all i felt like i'm extra.really made me feel like i'm extra...

nobody made me feel safe and secure..nobody can give me the sense of home..

although everything is over but i think back i'm still afraid..

go ahead and laugh me for being timid bahs..but im really scare.

i'm a girl who lack of security alot..damn lot...

nobody really understand me...everyone think i'm unreasonable then that it...

i dont want to explain and say..nobody can understand how i really feel.

nobody has the home like mine nobody has the same kind of livehood and exp like mine..

so no one in this world will understand how i feel...how much phobia i have..

no one knew..

But after tat i drink beer and boost my daing.and also made me tipsy rather then i'm totally sober so as to not thinking about anything..i made myself feel in place and this is what i can do...other i really dont know already...

anyway in this world nobody will pity you you got to stay strong urself and for me by going thru all things i'm much stronger..

And after that we went to eat kuey chap and then niu keep cryin and saying lots of craps.

useless lahs!and also find shirleen pityful been jamed with him...

iritated me quite some times..

and shirleen always flirt with hubby and i'm going CRAZY..

I going to scold all my vulgarities i'm bearing it for too long..

KNN!NABEICCB!!!!KA NI NA BEI CCB!

PUA CB!

All i can say to describe my today 23/5/09.

For all the thing i'm suffer.

but anyway still wish chess and yingx2 blissful marriage.

Labels: on his big day

Heartfelt words 5:59 AM

Come back to blog about the wedding things...

friday,set off from home around 7+ to custom..

around 9+ then reach m'sia...queueing for quite long at the malaysia custom..

dont know what the person are doing make the queue stuck for soo long...

finally got over,and chess and his jie fu came to fetch us at city square there...

hubby got mixed up the caltex location and unintentionally scolded chess for nth..

after that we went off to his house but found out that he did not have his house key and it was at chess camberry there.lols..

so we got to go yingying house to take...but as due to tradition bride and the groom cannot see each other before that day.so,he stop at halfway hubby go down take and then who knows yingx2 came.but luckily didnt see..hahas...

Then they bring us home..

back home finally and hubby washed his car while i called meishi to confirm with her and then we set off at around 10.30 to her house...

we reached there but can't find no 21 so we were in circles for an hour i think..then we meet her at the school there..then her cousin fetch her come..

then we went to yingx2 hse to return to hubby dad the key and his face is very black as we went for very long..then after which we stayed a while and then went to eat and i didnt eat because i was bit angry..lols...

then went back to yingx2 house right?

shirleen came,i was at hubby car with meishi and then he came in and say go down nahs...then like say till some sort of as if my fault like that.so i didnt care...but was angry as it was she the one who made me dislike her.

then a while hubby bring me to eat..we went somewhere near meishi house to eat...

i ate the brown sauce fried rice and drink sunshine(mixed of peace and mango).

inside got the mango pearl damn nice but too bad is not cold..you chew it it burst in ur mouth..

shiok ahs..hubby was veryvery tired..and meishi ate a cheese cake and drink mocha i think..

then after all we sent her back and we went back home..it around 3plus and hubby still want to clean the tyre so everything done was around 4? then we bathe and watch movie and around 5+ then we sleep and 7+ we wake up..power leis..

Labels: Before wedding

Heartfelt words 5:46 AM

:: Friday, May 22, 2009 ::

Recently i'm busy doing my blogshop.

designing and thinking all this drenched quite abit of my brain juice.

it still half done only.any suggestion what to sell?friends out there?

i intend to sell MAC cosmectic decide to import from oversea.should be quite affordable for you all i think.hahas..

later i'll be going in m'sia already=x

ytd done my nails,hahas it's pretty right now..as i will be wearing all white that day thus my colors of my nails is like princess colors..

OMG,i look like old princess..hahas

nothing much happen between me and hubby..we're still the same lovely and loving each other..hahas...thick skin ah we..=x

but ytd hubby scolded me then shedded my tears..is like i didnt do anything wrong and he didnt scold me at all nor even angry with me then suddenly raise his voice at me i was so shocked.hahs,just that blur sotong la me..he's just playing with me..anyway he apologise already..so he's been forgiven=D

Then at night,we both watching movie at home SEX IS ZERO 2.hahas,not nice the storyline very lame ahs..lols..luckily i never go cinema watch that time if not waste my $ for paying the ticket.

Then i help to file hubby foot the callus are alot man..

i scrub his callus away can scrub till die..hubby very funny keep ask me scrub when it already left little bit of callus..so i continued to do it and guess what he bleed=x hahas..he lahs..but also my fault lahs didnt stop in time..hahas..then file his nail and shape it...then hubby say wha without the callus touch the ground very shiok leg very clean..hahas...but still somehow will feel bad for hurting him.LOLs,hubby cannot get half day off today so mostly should be we going in ourself liaos..take bus in=D haha...

simply just love him dont mind suffer with him at all=D

Heartfelt words 6:20 AM

:: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ::

I'm quite lazy to post today..feeling lazy.

today appointment changed to thursday for my manicure.

Been staying at home the whole day,no mood to go out and i don't want.

hubby is on 24hrs duty again.

bored me to death nearly..

luckily got his pillow let me hughug and beanbean of course=)

Then afterwhich,since my shop things been drag so long i decide to do all today.

i have created everything needed.

now is waiting for them to pass me photos of the products and i'm done.

haha,ladies out there can go visit it ehs.

but not now lahs.not ready yet.

when it's ready you all can go and view it=)

hahas...finished doing it now..

got to stop it and play my facebook.

TATA~

Love my hubby..Nicky Tan Kien Heng

Miss Him Like Hell

Heartfelt words 1:28 PM

:: Monday, May 18, 2009 ::

Ytd didnt post.

was awake all the way till noon...sleep at hubby house and steal his favourite pillow to my place... smell so good..hahas,love his smell just that much=)

then went to imm shop sit his kor car go..brought an crayon shinchan bis..hahas,i'm just like little kids like that then ended up...went home and sleep liaos..nth much happen ytd..

today been cooped at home for whole day,later going out to have dinner with hubby and then should be coming home already if i'm not wrong.

playing computer for quite long and help my brother with his homework.

ended up he cried as mummy force him to do and he complain is a waste of his time..

so small then complain liaos dont know what he will say when he grow bigger lahs..

LOLs,none of my business anyway.

Then tmr think going my grandma house..slack bahs cos hubby doing 24 hrs duty again...

hmmm,then wednesday evening going m'sia awhile only wondering if i ask them go find lydia will they want not as the car is not hubby de=(

ah ya see how it goes..but hubby already promise me that friday will go meet her..

it's confirm and sat and sunday i not sure liaos cos sat wedding then scare later get reprimanded for missing nor...

as for sunday shall see how cos maybe hubby want to company his family.

but hubby said next week we'll also be going in so no need to scare that no time to meet lydia...

hehes...hubby just that good knew that i miss her and willing to bring me go meet her!

love you nahs hubby.

Heartfelt words 10:24 AM

:: Saturday, May 16, 2009 ::

Arggg,feeling weird and bit uneasy today...

early been boomed up by cherry then went to plaza long john silver meet her.

She with andy and the frog(all i know is this).they are eating at long john.

then after that we went to mac and smoke and then andy they all say got 369 ppl and then walk away to other places.

of courses and me cherry didnt follow we went to shop instead.

we went to earth doll and cherry brought a tops and i brought fake eyelash.

as my old one already wore out already.

after all that got a girl name ah tong came and meet us up...

we slack and walk around and talking cock all days..

around 5pm we went to 163 eat and we saw jia liang guess what?

he pretended not to see me till i went up and knock his table.what the hell owe me $ dont want return then act as dont know me?

hmmm,after that at 5.15pm i wake hubby up do duty..

then after i done with my meal we walk to bus stop opp plaza i going take bus home while they go 115 tua=-="

then even b4 i reach the stop the bus came and i ran for it..

luckily i catch it and i was panting hard...

hahas,then reach home i told mummy i want to eat and then i fall asleep...

all the way till 10pm then wake up and play computer..

was playing face book games and doing quite lots of stuff..am talking to hubby right now...and keep passing nos to my bro as he said his friend mingzhou want girl no..DAMN DESPO MAN..

hahs,lols,then my food is eaten up by others and i later LL got to buy or cook myself...

talking to hubby and i was so fed up,jealous and angry.

hubby told me last time thing which is his past.but i cant help myself for being jealous..

i may even when with him will think that this is also the way he treat other girl?

LOLs,maybe i'm reading too much into it already.

should let go of myself and stop being obsessive and posessive le bahs..

haiish,hubby said i blogging confirm is about his things and bad words one..

yeah,i feel like blogging about all u done with other girl but i dont want to rake up the past as i do also have past..

OMG,i'm too posessive already..

got to let go of myself...

hubby,i'm sorry for always making you be my vent anger area.

can't control it sometimes..

laopo scare to lose you now,

dont ever leave me or hurt me okay?

i cannot afford to be hurt anymore.

sincerely i really do hope that i can keep you inside and away from others.

you made me posessive over you.

you made me fall crazily in love with you.

i'm sorry..for my tanturm..

laopo will try to control and push down ohs..

hehes,laopo love you much and i miss you much..

ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!ROM!

Heartfelt words 5:06 PM

:: Friday, May 15, 2009 ::

Sky seems to be so dark and lonely whenever you're gone.

feelings and all the loneliness will be surrounding me,

bits by bits i'm been beaten by them..

i tried hard to force myself up and holding on.

but deep inside me and i knew without you by me,

i'll be gone.

With you around me everyday to me is just that sweet..

lollipops,chocolate,candies is not any sweeter than you.

you'll always be mine candies drop.

a msg from you brighten up my days and i knew it's love.

cupid has sent you to me,to been taken care of to been loved by me.

í wont disappointed cupid.

i wont let go of this gift easily.i'll catch it hard and pull it tight and into my arms and hugs you shall go.

No one will be getting you away from me or i away from you as cupid has said so.believe me and trust me everything bad will has to go.

nothing can stop us nothing can pull us apart.

for me and yo our love will grow.

we will together watch the flower wilter and the flowers grow.

economic will be better and our bank will grow=)

we'll watch our kids up and be grandparents till we are old.

everything will stay this way.

sweet and lovely.

from now till we are old.

even in the netherworld i'll still be by you and both of us will survive thru it and grow stronger.ntohing can stop us or force us to be apart.

for me and you we shall cherish the love and make it bloom and grow.

Heartfelt words 7:49 PM

Today just wake up not long and it's raining now...

hmmm,looking forward to go m'sia to find meishi now..

missing her can't wait to see her hahas...and then now got to slack at home while waiting for hubby to knock off and then shall went to see movie...

have booked the ticket...gonna watch fireball muay thai dunk..hope that it's a nice show if it is nice will blog about it and encourage you all to go and view it=)

i'm so obessed with the restaurant city in facebook it's so fun and nice to play with neis...hehes...simply just love it ohs..haha...will keep playing about it and as for my plurk i want my karma to be 100 haha....

so i will post everyday for plurks and let in always increase but not declined...

can wait to go m'sia find lydia....

22nd go meet up with her awhile bring her go shop if got time..as next day is chess wed cannot stay up too late..

then 23rd on that wedding day after norming de ceremony will be going to lydia house find her and prepare at her house=)

can't wait to spent my time with her ahs...

LYDIA!I"M COMING WAIT FOR ME....

HEHES,LEFT 1 WEEK ONLY....

Heartfelt words 9:26 AM

:: Thursday, May 14, 2009 ::

http://aalteam2.blogspot.com/2008/12/im-bored.html

to all friends all there..came across this blog thru lydia..it's a blog about ah lians and all stupid stuffs and things they do.this article caught my eyes and it's real funny.just like lydia said the meaning and definations of ah lians is not all the same there is different in it.

maybe those interested ppl can go and take alot on it=)

it will help you pass your times fast.

Heartfelt words 4:50 PM

today wake up around 2+ then faster prepare and off to UOB.

went to open an account and apply for the debit card NOW.

Reach there about 3pm then i got the queue ticket 1020...

waited and waited for about half an hour?

Then my turn already.and i was like a sotong like that just listen to her talking and getting all the things done...i waited and waited and pass her my $.

after that i went to toilet when all is done.

hubby called me.and i bluff him i just walk pass plaza to go toilet.meant to give him surprise by applying it without him knowing but ended up still he know it.

and thus i say to plaza.

and headed off to grandma house.and nobody is home except for grandpa.

bernard is ill and grandma with mum go bring him together with leonard to fajar see doctor.so poor thing such an small age (less then 1yrs old) was coughing and having flu seriously.must be hard on him and my precious baobei has slim down thru his fight with illness.so heart pain for him..

and then i slack over there till late..waiting for hubby to reach home and went out to eat together.then hubby call at 6+pm when he knock off and he tell me that he had done something malu.it's confidential due to it's too MALU liaos.then after that i meet up with hubby at 8sharp.then we went to bangkit and walk walk.we eat at kim san leng and again we eat mixed rice...then we walk about pasamalam to pass times as we were both too full so didnt buy anything to eat and the place is so small and bored i have nothing to buy at all...

then we went back home and we were in the same bus as guowei.just dont like to bump into him as i hate him for all the things he had done to me.and of course i pretended not to see him like i dont even know him.and then we alighted and we went home.hubby company till about 11+pm then he went home already.

after that he called and say chess wedding that day need him to ferry his relative from sg into m'sia.and i find it hard for me as i will be alone but luckily i got lydia inside m'sia.so hubby will drop me off at her house before he went out to sg.and then i'll be companying lydia till quite late and i can prepare at her house for night dinner time.then when hubby came in will just fetch me and to the dinner.

thus it's a must to know where lydia address in malaysia and got to meet her at friday night to double confirm with her add and her so that i got company and i can company her.

hahas...that all the planning ehs..but dont know she will wake up on time anot lors..lols...then all i need to do is just count down to friday hehes..

worst come to worst i stay at hubby house nors...or i just maybe with jingjing they all nors..but it's hard lahs..real hard...hmmm...

with lydia then i can do my own stuffs and i feel more being myself ahs dont need to look at the way i behave or what...somemore can chit chat with her also nors...

it's the best choice after all...

oh ya,and i was quite angry with hubby.he keep stressing himself with all those things like future house all this and is like so rush dont want him to stress himself i know lahs he love me alot and want to start everything asap but not to the extend by giving himself all those trouble nahs...

but everything is alright now..hahas..not angry with him already as he also love me thus will be like that so he deserve to be forgiven...hehe..love him alot lahs..muacksmuacks..

Heartfelt words 4:12 PM

:: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 ::

hahas,guess what..i'm at cow house now using com ehs.

with dog and hubby nors...

hmmm,today just went to hubby house then i was having mood swing in the morning and then when hubby ask what i want to eat and i just dont want...

then ended up i steal and eat hubby de nasi lemak.

then which i went to sleep wit hubby and i'm so pig nors sleep till about 5 like that...hubby had a hard time calling me up..hahas.i'm just that naughty.

then after i wake up liaos it late already cannot go uob liaos...

then we went to plaza to eat only i eat mee hun kuay and hubby eat the mixed rice and it was so ex nors..=x hubby tio tok..

hahas...hubby got a new hair cut today so sweet nors and neat tidy=0

Heartfelt words 3:37 PM

:: Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ::

haha...edited my blog quite few things...

today didnt do anything much but just that my big aunt came=(

went to grandma house earlier on and pass them those things that i brought from penang and they want me to ask hubby to help them load games inside then pass them..

Hubby today suddenly help frenx do 24hrs duty...

when i first heard it i was like.

and then i just haiish and cannot help it but miss him alot..

he ahs,so bad hearted...when he told me didnt think that i'll miss him badly de mehs?can't help myself missing him almost whole day.

so bad of him nors...now making me cannot sleep liaos haiish...

tmr when he come back in the morning i gonna scold him liaos for making me miss him and thinking of him whole day and do what also like lost something like that must punish him tmr!.

hahas...

today both of us talk about married topic again.then i at first was like felt so unsure about it nors.but after times and thinking i think is i worry too much liaos le bahs...hmms,nevermind just trust him like never before and love him like nothing else in this world.

And i know that if got $ le he will confirm come and propose to me...hopefully hope that is not my own wishful part bahs.

hmmm,love for him will never die...

just simply love him that much and ah ya dont know...

stop pushing me to other guy!!!okay?

Heartfelt words 6:14 PM

:: Monday, May 11, 2009 ::

老公，我知道你很疼我!也很爱我=)

你的一切一切我都知道。有时候老婆一定带给你很多麻烦吧。

因为我的任性，调皮，捣蛋，弄得你受不了我=X

老婆有的时候太过份时，你一定要说出口。

我知道你要让我但是不是这样的。

老婆和你在一起的日子里真的很开心，无犹无虑的。

你给我的疼爱没人能取代。

我真的不敢去想，如果或万一，有一天你不要我了，我会怎样过日子?

虽然我是个勇敢的女生，敢爱敢恨但是我对于爱情已经没有那个信任在了。

当我每一起受了伤，都好想把自己关起来。不想要在爱了。一个人的委屈，辛苦，能承受的伤是有限的。

当我很累很疲倦时，是你，重新给我那个勇气，那个想要走下去的鼓励。

我真的爱得太累了，我受的伤已经够我塌下了。

我真的真的很很很害怕了，我真的想要就这样安定下来。

我已经失去了，像以前一样的魄力了。人人得到辛福时而我只能在那一端默默的流下自己的泪珠。

人常说女生的泪很珍贵，但是我的已经是属于白开水那样没有价值。

因为没有一个爱我的男人把他当成最珍贵的。

现在，我有了你。

你让我有了一段新的生命!

我只要你，只要你待在我的身边我什么都有了力气和目标了。

虽然，我们俩过了5年才在一起。但我深深相信我们的爱比别人来的强。

我就是想要一直做你的小鸟。小猫咪!

我不能失去你!

爱你的心永不变。

陈建兴！我愿意做你一辈子的新娘。

我最辛福的是能做你的天使=)

无论地老天荒，海枯石烂，我愿意跟着你一辈子。

陈建兴！我愿意!I DO I DO！

我愿意等到你娶我的那一天。

Heartfelt words 6:59 PM

i'm so tired today nors(-_-")

sleep at early morning 7+ like that then ard 8+ going to 9am wake up and go meet hubby.

He take cab without telling me and he's at greenridge packing food for me.

then he walk to my house downstair to meet me=)was happy but angry with him.

As i planned to get up when he call me and went down to give him surprise by fetching him at bus stop.but who knows he's the one giving me surprises=)

no strength to angry with him ahs too worn out already...and afterwhich then i with him walk to his house together.then we eat and smoke and then a while later we both was asleep.

Just like and love the way he always hug me to sleep.it always full of all the security that i have ever needed.all the love i wanted all the attention i ever wanted i always can have it as long as he's beside me.

Then after which,we woke up about 5pm it was so late ehs.but we were both worn out already.and while i'm sleeping wenlong flooded my phone for dont know what purposes nors lols.

sians,then never mind after that we were preparing to leave and smoking then dad called and remind me to go over for belated mother day celebration.

Then we went back my home to take the card and headed to dad house...

Today eat all my favourite things hahas,then after that we chit chat a while and my bdae wont be doing any grand celebration.no use i think.then we went off to plaza and get my morning gown for chess wed..very sweet and classy hubby said.

LOLs,in his eyes ahs i'm just that precious and priceless to him even though ppl dont take me as one.he is just that sweet and lovely towards me in everyway.then we headed to bangkit to buy things and do some stuffs.then we came back my house ard 9.30+PM like that.family was all asleep.and just like usual...while waiting for the show we both slept.then we wake up at 1am.hubby was damn tired and worn out liaos and i know that.(heartpainpain)

Then which he went back and he send me msg that everytime he sleep i'll follow him and sleep.

said that i was cute =x(shyshy) then said that it prove that with him i can sleep more easily and i do agree on that.with him even though how untired i'm i will still somehow fall asleep inside his arms.sleeping soundly and i guess this is what they say the power of love bahs.

now he's asleep and when he is gone i cant sleep already my mind will be thinking alot of things and cannot rest.hopefully after jotting down all my thoughts i can have a good sleep bahs..

a things for me to happy is my 1 week quarantine is finally over..tmr i'm officially going over to grandma house to look for her and company her till late late.miss them...

but time with hubby is flying very fast till i wont feel any sadness or lonely=)

hahas,nothing to say liaos i think and plus also still looking for the website things for my shop..deadline is this month end.hopefully i can do a good job and also need to look for shop for lease at clementi area..haha.

hopefully things will went smoothly for me...

Heartfelt words 6:42 PM

:: Sunday, May 10, 2009 ::

MY CARD HOLDER! SO CUTE AND I LOVE IT.

THANKS HUBBY!I LOVE IT ALOT=)

THE CLOSE UP VIEW OF IT!

Heartfelt words 6:34 PM

me and beanbean

i kiss and smell my beanbean

hello!daddy!mummy and beanbean love you!

my sporty look ahs?go plaza wear till like that?

i'm always urs lovely and sweet wifey!

HAHAS,before i went out i take all this picture=)

Heartfelt words 6:27 PM

Today planned meet up with teresa and cherry.

ended up only got me and teresa..cherry too tired and put us aeroplane of cos.

Then me at first accompany teresa to 717 durian shop to order/buy cake for her mother day celebration purposes.then she said sophia want to eat tiramisu de thus she brought it.then after that we went to walk walk.but before that we went to withdraw money first.her is POSB.while mine is hubby de card UOB de.

Dont need to wait nors..haha,then we went to mini toons,aries,earthdoll and alot of shops to see see look look..miss hubby every single sec when i was shopping.

just feel bit weird without him by myside nahs.then we saw mingzhi with her family and also my bro with his friends.but they didnt bump into each other lahs.hahas,then i went to eat mac and then ard evening time we went to sit at mac and saw dandan and yongshan,followed by sylvia coming down to meet them..then awhile later sylvia go talk to brendon they all and we just sit at the other table dont care.then dandan left with her guy liaos.left me and teresa talking and when sylvia is back not long teresa went to collect her cakes and then she is off..all left is me and sylvia and we chit chat alot and share life experience de thing and logic all this.hubby got called me quite a few times but too ps to ps my friend there then i cling on to the phone.and he know tht even i didnt say out.so we hang up and msg instead.then after which,me and her went to 163 eat at ard 11+...i eat the noodles again.then ah tang(sylvia bf) suppose to meet her but ended up never and heard alot of their problem and found that actually i'm fortunate..hahs,then we walk back to plaza and which anson they all are they and i didnt talk to them of cos..and ending sylvia walk back with them and i walk back alone and then i was busying msg hubby and i nearly miss the traffic left 06sec then i start crossing LOLS.

SO MALU NORS.

No choice too obessed with hubby liaos..then cross finish walk awhile saw kaimeng and talk to him.to my surprise he didnt get into poly but higher nitec.so sad nors.he so clever in his math de.A1 neis..wasted..then when my phone rang and it's hubby called then i finish up the conversation with him and answer hubby de call.anxious about his call only nobody else..hehes

then hubby accompany talk on phone till i reach home then after rest i went to bathe then hang up and then afterthat i bathe liaos call him while i surfing nets and then ard 2+ he went to sleep liaos and i hang up.

left myself no sleeping but blogging all this hahas.finally found meishi blog and i'm so happy haha..hopefully she will contact me soon so that when chess wed we went in i can go and look for her ehs..hahas.laughs.

oh ya i today withdraw quite alot of hubby money out nors..so gulity=xbut spending his i'm saving mine then when hubby no money i will give him all mine=)

love him as he love me...haha...then today i brought a card holder hahas.very cute i think i love my beanbean too much thus will find it look like my bean bean..very ex neis 12.95 for just that.i so heart pain but i really love it.then i consult hubby opnion and hubby just ask me buy...say i like it can already..

so happy nors..thanks ahs hubby love you so much..

muacks muacks muacks...

you've always been so good to me no matter what..

really love you till i drop ohs...=)

picture i taken today will update in next post hahas

Heartfelt words 6:09 PM

:: Thursday, May 7, 2009 ::

ME me!at SOHO188 lols.

18 years old de me?

surprise?! my younger photo..

Age=15+

i'm 16 and working at levis at tht time

18 18 18 sweet 18=)

new year time de me=)

Was feeling bored nothing to do and post so i decided to post all my different age de pic=)

realise that i didnt change much but just tht my temper,character change.

friends are all gone now..

Thus that is also why from i begin to know things till now i always value my love rather than frenx.this is the reason.friends ya can be by you always.but they wont accompany you everyday.

they will only share the joy together and not the suffer.

Thus i'm more into relatioship rather than friends.

Hopefully the shop things can run smoothly.

so that i can earn money and not idling whole days..

lots of target i have but i think i need quite alot of time to achieve=)

人人都认为朋友很重要，对自己最好的也是朋友。

但是，我认为朋友好归好，他们的不好你知道吗?

真希眼前人!

正所谓"冰封三尺，非一日之寒"!

问题不是一日就成形，要带眼识人。

才不会让自己受委屈=).

alot alot of things went thru my minds..even all the past sister i have and what have they done to hurt me just because of guys.

She will always be rem and hatred by me.glad that she know who she is anyway.

"she"just cant accept the fact and make ppl to beat me when i was younger.

Thanks to her value lesson.i have learned althought i paid a huge price but i learn something which is pricless.true life experience i have tons of it.

Thanks girl! when i was sec 1 and maybe pri 6 the things you gave me!

although i hated you but i wont do anything to you.

cos in my eyes you're just got the mouth to say but you have no guts to do.

Cos you always rely on your relationship to acheive fame.

goodbye childish ppl and life.nothing meant to me now.except my friends that i still contact now and those who help me.

Heartfelt words 1:51 PM

Today nothing special ahs.

Wake up ard 1.45pm..Awake by hubby msg and call..

Then not long wugui ge called.he asked me to check the webhosting,domain name things..and ask me to go for courses and learn things.

I think if i'm goona learn i;m gonna learn handicraft,flower arrangement,basic mani and pedi and designs...

After which i slack at room due to my stepbros are using the computers so i got to wait till they watch finish their ultraman..

then after which i went plaza to print some photos and buy food home to eat..

I've done mother day card for stepmum and hubby de mummy...

LOLS,design till i run out of ideas liaos lers...

Then which after all that i came out to update my things and also to check all the info..while reading all those things i was so blur i dont know what is what and what are they saying and plus i have check all the courses already only 50bucks for the courses be it facial be it manicure or whatever was hesitating want to learn anot?

I got to go and register and then pay the money and got to go and learn .

Things should be done fast and neat but think i slack too much liaos not keep dilly dally de...

YAWNS,got to remake my lifestyle cant always be like that and do nth..

At least i learn something..

But all the courses are at jul or Aug..so long nors..so maybe going to learn guasha bahs..hahs,learn so manything also dont know can acheive not.

But confirm can de lahs is up to me only mahs...

yawns,think tmr or sunday then check nicely and give wugui ge the proper answer and update him about the courses things bahs..then see what he say?

Hahs,learn already i can do alot of things liaos...i got a skill and nobody can take away from me..

YEAH,miss hubby now..wonder what he is doing nors..he gonna book out now liaos..hahas,but wondering he will feel what when he see what i have done=)

ahs,my life is in a mess now...

Give myself till sep the latest i should have eveything set up!

AHS...sotongsotong..

i'm now so sotong

Heartfelt words 10:17 AM

:: Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ::

HAHAs,chess at dingding dangdang=)

just like my hubby like to play little kids thing=x

no wonder they are brother=)

ps:i did play too haha but no evidence=x

LOLs,behind is yingx2,chess and in front is hubby and me..

ps:now you all know which person is chess that shit till the whole room got the smell liaos bahs..

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA...

Heartfelt words 7:17 AM

:: Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ::

Let me update about KL trip bahs..

When we reach kl is around night time at about 8+pm.

Then we went to search for hotel liaos..

we all are hungry and tired yet alot hotel are fully book^_^"

So we went about the place nearby to search for hotel..and chess is bit picky too..

Want to save money is like that de but we girls are damn tired.

Finally,settle down with the hotel called MANDARIN PACIFIC HOTEL.

Then,we checked in mine room is 5006 while theirs is 5005.

all of us went into the room first thing we all do is to SHIT!

HAHAS!!!stomach pain mahs..

Then me and hubby done le we bathe and then change to a fresh set of clothes.

who knows yingx2 knock our door..
we're connected thru a door..

When i open and OSSH! a strong smelly smell gush in!

And you guess is what?

CHESS STUPID SHIT SMELL FILL THE WHOLE ROOM OF HIS!
AND NOW POLLUTED MINE!

we all got a hard time breathing except for chess lahs..

And they requested for us to open the door to let the smell go out..

and my room is smelly of course!=(

Then left with no choice we open all doors...

I cannot tolerate the smell any more till i vomited.

You can imagine it right?

OMG!horrible experience with him man!

After which we set off to chinatown.

it look alike our bugis street..it sell all imitation goods mostly.

And i shop quite a while..

I got 2tank tops,wallet and my jacket.

Hahas,all this cos me less then 40bucks in Sing$.

SHIOK SHIOK.

Then we were all hungry so we walk to the roadside store thought that it's till open who knows?

It's closed already=( we missed the good foods liaos..

Then we walk to some other store like zhu cao to eat..

We order kangkong(small),LALA(med),sweet&sour Pork(big) all is alright diff cooking method from sg...except for the pork ahs..damn nice=)grade AAAA! haha

Then we order drinks too all their drinks came except for mine!

i order lemon tea ended up come lemon juice!SOUR!!!!

hubby helped me to drink almost half of it...

Then we went back to the hotel..they sleep already left me and hubby talking in our room..

we chit chat till quite late..then the wind outside is so big...i can even heard the eerie sound it makes..

I was afraid..Hubby hugged me to sleep while patting me..assured me that everything is gonna be alright..And not long i was ZzZzZzZ..

We wake up at 9am+ then went down to eat breakfast as it was provided as it cost us $145RM for a night..

It was not bad lahs the food...

Got hotdog,omelette,fried rice and many more..

But i only eat the 3 above...Then i wasn't full the first plate i eat..so i ask hubby take for me..

And who knows he take so much for me like treating me like a PIG!!!

SO MALU MAN!

I didnt say anything,i appreciate his goodwill but he ownself look over my plate and laughed at me.suddenly i was so sad and angry.i felt like i was been bully without ppl to protect me.

Aint he suppose to protect me instead of him laughing at me when he's the one who took so much for me?!

I have the urge to cry so i went back to hotel room and he followed behind keep urging me back to eat..I dint say much just ask him to go back i want to be alone.

And he followed me back to room assured me awhile i keep resisting and he give in return down to eat and join chess they all...

chess reprimanded him saying him is too much all this...

Then when he came up he apologise and he only know his fault lie on not giving me face but no the part that he mocked at me.

I was angry but slowly it's been appeased.

Then We went klcc..to shop and chess they all keep raking up the things at the hotel cafe...

the we went to petrolsains (sci centre) to play.it's was fun bit different from singapore.

we enjoyed ourself thru the whole things and we went to dino trek it's all dinosaurs meant for kids and we regretted leaving petrolsains early just because the dino treks.

But what done has been done cannot be undone..

So we didnt say much but got ahead and eat.

We eat at the kopitiam there,i eat sweet and sour fish wok with egg yet hubby eat thail fried rice and yingx2 eat chicken rice.for chess i dont know cos when he eat i was lining up for my food.

then when they eat finish hubby food havent ready..all waiting for him of course!~

i didnt started eat till his food came den we eat together..After eat finish we walk seperate way,

we went to buy cig and smoke then departure to another shopping mall more cheap de..

Then i at there shop i bought 1 tank top,3 panties(hellokitty hipsters)..Think that all i think.

Then we went smoke as i was very tired already lazy to carry on...And soon when we going to giant find chess they all they walked out already..

Nevermind..then we all decided to head back sg but before that go kl bridge KFC eat first.

Then we set off and reach there about 9+pm i think.we set off at 7+pm..Then there is so crowded...but finally came our turn..we brought it..and it was diff from sg and it was even more suck then sg KFC.i eat abit only and i didnt finish already.

we went out to smoke and then chess continue to drive...not long we were at yingx2 hse.(she's a m'sian)

Then is about 12+ and chess washed his car and we waited then he bathe and we set off to sg.before entering customs we go pump petrol first and for a puff and brought anothewr packet then we left.

Reach sg about 1+am the i'm home and hubby went back his house and they own calculate all the expenses and stuffs...me and hubby only spent 550RM for eat and shop.Chess say i was so good to hubby by saving bit and bit.Then ask hubby to treat me more better.

Then is hubby told me de nahs if not how i know right?

Then hubby once again apologise for what happen in the cafe...

HAHS,that how i pass my vacations after all...

And one more important things ,we park at the hotel there right midnight time we gave the carpark care taker 5RM already then when we about to leave got a indian guy want collect Money again.and we dont want right then he knock the window daMn hard we finally got away from him and hubby point him middle finger due to his rudeness.HARd to commincate with tht care taker.he dont know what we saying even we speak english,malay ...

LOLS,FAINTS!

Then we turn out to the other road and stop to check for GPS direction and guess what he chase us out and i saw him first and ask chess to drive.then when we pass him he was calling his friends and also same time pointing middle finger to us.

UNREASONABLE!that means once change shift we got to pay another 5RM mehs?crazy...

this thing is happen before we went KLCC,means we checked out not long only...

Haha,WHEWS!!!!!

anyway enjoyed myself thru the whole journey...Thanks hubby for bringing me to look look see see and gain life experience outside sg and giving me all the good memories...Loves you much much lahs...muacks muacks!!

NANA<3nicky>

26/03/09

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