hmmm...Ytd went to numbers again..
Opened 2 martell...
But didnt get tispy or drunk at all...
Just that sober the whole hours at there...-_-''
Today hubby still at malaysia nors...
Really do miss him.
It's just like i'm out there alone even though i'm with lotsa ppl or frenx surrounding me.
The person that i want to be by me is not there.
although i'm just feeling bit lonely but i understand his things.
He needs to be with his family too.
Just need to getover these few period and then everything will be fine again.
Whenever i;m out without him is just like a butterfly is flying without wings.
Kor and mingzhi quarrel again.
Dont know what really got into brother.
It's just made me cant help thinking that will it be me and hubby next time?
sawing how she behave made me cant help think to the past of me when i with simon or guowei.
I'll alway be the one at there holding on and then it's just nothing to him.
It really very heartbroke and pain when the person you love treated you this way.
And i really dont know what will be the future of us?
Maybe we'll really got together real long or maybe is just temporary only.
By seeing others of relationship just cant help thinking back about myself.
Just that sad for my past.
I dont believe i only deserve those bad guys who only know how to give me hurts.
i dont think i deserve it also.
Just let everything go by naturally bahs.
doen't really want to go and think and care bout it.
Independent will always be my slogan=)