These was what hubby sent me when i told him how i really feel about the things.
His friends just not that approve of me due to first time impression.
They keep thinking that we're not serious in each other.
And i'm really been affected about it.
Baby keep tell me not to go and care about it.
But i don't want to make him be apart from his friends due to me.
I willing to be strong and just bear with all those negative thoughts that ppl think of me.
How baby suffer and give me happiness i'm willing to do the same and give it back to him.
Although ppl may think that i'm always playing a fool around.
But nobody really understand what kind of things i'm going thru in my life.
So please!don't judge me by my cover.
I'm also very fragile girl even though i look very strong,i need a real man to look after me too.
Here's hubby sent de msg:
I don't care...I want you to be happy that all...Bleah...Laopo...
Don't ever say you burden for me again k..Since we together...Anything we share..Suffer i suffer more always..Because i want tell you that i'm the real and only man that you can always rest on happily..
Even how hard the road is..I always choose to walk down...This trip You say burden..den if next time old..?So there no burden between us understand..sa gua..
After i read it, i can't help myself that tears rolling down...
It's really the first time a guy told me all this things.
From my very begining relationship i always believe in forever love.
But yet,i alway get the hurt most by been betray.
I'm tired of it already.
Nobody really know how to treasure me and cherish me.Now came to baby.
He although Sometimes bully me but almost all of the time he been doting me and giving me all his love as he can.
I'm feeling alot of emotions now.It made me think back all those hurtful memories that all guy gave it to me while i gave them my whole heartedly love.
From the very first guowei,simon to guochang.
These few guys is the only few that know how to catch my heart among all my exs.
But all i get from them in return is either betray or short term relationship.
They always begin to realise my good when i leave.
But now came to baby,He unlike them....he really do care for me...
I love you baby!Thanks for being by my side.
Promise to give you whatever i can....
Just receive another msg from him making me cry again.
The sad and lonely days for you has past...happy day for you has began with me till the day we gone old,good or bad we still will walk..trust me and went through the ;ife with me that you never had before.we've lots of days to look forward and start our new life...Anything happen i'm sure i the one who block and protect for you till you can't sense thing that try to hurt you.Stay happy and love each other as much as we can...laopo,i love you.muackz..
("v")good night
I'm simply just get touched by him...
even just a few words but i know he meant it.
I believe in him,he's not lying or bluffing me anything.
I love you too precious.
NANA <3>