today happen quite alot of thing nors...
Hmmm,where should i start it nehs?
As for the penang trip got sudden change..niu will not be going liaos..
cos of $ issue ehs,then chess meet us at blk 179(hubby hse downstair) at about 10+.
Hubby went to my grandma hse fetch me and i warm up 1 bottle of chicken essence for him to drink.
Then we talk about the thing about the trip till around 11+ we went to mac to eat.
Then happen to know tht someone married is not cos of love but is for the child sake.
For me,even if i happen to have a child before i married i also wont marry the guy because i dont want him to marry me because of the kids sake.
I want him to love me truely deeply tht till he want to take care of me for the rest of my life no matter what godness sake.
I'll still test the guy before we are married to prove tht he love me but not cos of the respondsibility.
It's good to have tht,but the love is more important cos once love is there in the future down the road there wont be anything like scandal or whatever shit.
find her pathetic sometimes,so many comment been past on her and yet she can just dont care and dont do anything to let stop let ppl look down on her ehs..
But after all she found her mr right all the best to her nors..
LOLs.
Then i happen to get to know tht SOMEONE told hubby mum whose's in malaysia about the fact tht i smoke.and it destroy the image tht i builded up.
It's kinda sad for me nahs,sigh,but what can i do about it?
When someone who out to harm me nehs?
Forget it,then hubby mum also got said tht i dont have the manners.didnt greet ppl..
LOLs,expect me come out of the room saw them den greet them mehs?
SIGH!
It's just misunderstanding lahs,plus also i'm very shy nahs,not so close with them mahs.
After listen to all i did a very harsh decision which is i send mag to hubby tht i want to leave him cos of all tht.
must be thinking tht our love so fragile right?
WRONG!is because i think of the future i scare and i dont want him to be stuck in between if i quarrel with his family or waht thus i said all.
When i send it,i was so sad and feel heart wrenched and pain.
I'm feeling tht fucking miserable.
Then hubby come over to me and ask chess to go back first.
he coax me ensure and assure me tht nth gonna went wrong everything.
i was shedding my tears like free flow..
But the feeling is just tht strong tht i want him badly..
i feel tht i been such a SOTONG to let him go if i ever did tht?
Then everything was fine now.
He talk to me alot of things and assure me.
Feel so safe in his arms just tht safe.
i just wanna be his and only his..nobody else..
LOLs.
Hubby,i'm so sorry tht i broke ur heart today.making you feel sad about it..
I'm sorry..i didn't meant to break your heart ders.
Laopo promise you there wont be anytime liaos..
Love you till i couldn't bear to let you go..
You're mine and i'm yours always..
Love you lotsa hubby!
Read the letter tht you wrote to me.
I'm so happy when reading it.
Feel happiness surrounded me.
I'm touched=)
Loving you more and more.
Sha Gua i love you...
TAN KIEN HENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
MEIYING<3kienheng