As i can say..
i felt like i was wingless today.
went JP with my family.
I thought i will be good as usual but i miss someone.
I miss my hubby terribly.
I thought having him by my side straight away.
A pity he's on his duty today.
I miss him like hell..
Maybe a few day apart really will prove our love for each other.
Should have blamed myself.
For taking granted on him by my side loving me caring for me and evrything.
I've decide long ago i just want him as my groom-to-be.
Nobody else.
That's it!
i wanted to start a family of my own with him just that lovely boy.
a family with 2/3 kids.
lots of laughter will come by i'm sure.
what's if it's was a baby boy?
what should i name him?
what's if is a baby girl?
then what should i name it again?
i just can't wait to see that day come as we married.
i longed to be his ans only his.
to be his kids mother-to-be.
I'll love my groom-to-be and my kids-to-be..
hahas..i'm going crazy talking lots of craps now.
But having something belong to him inside me is my greatest gift from him i promise and i'm sure.
just can't wait to be his bride-to-be.
I love you my hubby=x
days as days passes can't erase or take away my love for you and my everything that was meant for you.
memories will be everywhere for both of us.
sweetest boy in the world.
how lucky am i to have you... my darling.