I'm confused...
I fall alway and i pick myself up,
I need motivation to pushed myself harded for a better time.
I'm sick and tired of all this stuff.
I can hardly breathe...
Please let me breathe.
Fortunately i have my baby...
Baby, i will wait for you.
Whatever you promise me, i know you will do it.
My heart can't stop beating for you..
Love you baby..
Counting down to our own house!
=D
I've been started working for so long, lifes passes by, and friends walking thru.
i've been walking at a fast speed space that i can't even detect myself at all.
Should i slow down my pace and take a good look at things and event happening around me?
I've been missing quite alot of things,nobody understand me and what i'm doing and how i feel. Needless to say anything else.
Working been like a de-stress for me in my life though, it take my mind off from my families.
Been focusing on earning monies and neglected my loved.
Thanks for being so understanding and keep staying by me, really do appreciate your love and your effort for me, although i did not speak it out.
After few months of being like alien or let say robot, i'm finally down. K.O
The feeling of being down with illness is so much unbearable, i can't do anything to the pain i'm suffering thru.
I can't help it or even relieve it by eating the medicine, i know by seeing me be in pain, it broke your heart badly..
But it can't be help, i 've been tryying to hide my pain from you.
Doesn't want to let you see that i'm suffering yet you cannot do anything.
I'm done enough, Thursday i will be back to my normal rountine, just hope things will be better for me.
I just cannot imagine me for being sick for too long, i'm afraid of it.
People alway say being sick is good, but i don't think so.Is okay to be sick for a while, but not when the whole process is being prolonged.
Going back to the work field and start my busy day again.
The world is just so damn small, all my friends around are connected.
Been pondering to myself, since the world is so small, but yet why so many conflict?
Tired, i'm tired.
I need a good and long rest.
Thanks hubby, for being by me whenever i'm down and i need you.
You have been such a dear to me, i love you baby.