Time being flying pass so fast,
i can't even catch myself breathing not even hearing one single heart beat from myself.
Life was hard, i been alway forcing myself to brave thru it and stand strong.
But i know 1 day just that pathetic 1 day i will fall, from the cliff i'm clinging on now.
It will be hard for me to stand up after i fall and suffered the brusies, i need to be strong i need energy to go on.
I need support and encourgement to carry on.
I don't care what went wrong now, i can't be bother about it anymore.
All i know is i want to continue climbing up high and headed ahead before anyone else does.
I have no confidence in myself now, i lost my motivation.
I'm afraid that i will get rejected and things will made known to others.
But no worries, i believe in myself, i believe i'm able to do it.
If i lose faith in myself i think this is the end of me and my life already.
I want to hop on the fast train and to the end of the end.
i'm tired and exhausted.
Kindly pardon me for anything that i have done wrong.
SUCCESS AND EXCEL!
is all i need now.
Stay strong and move on
be more independent!