Today, is my second day of leave.
But, i do not feel that am having a break anyway. They are still keep msging me asking me about work stuff.
I mean, as in if is not that important as in urgent or whatever can stop msging me and ask this ask that? Or even to the extend of calling me early in the morning?
I felt that i wasted my leave on these days, i did not enjoy myself much yet, is like am just doing nothing.!
Things is turning from bad to worse now, everyone is so cranky just because of the BIG MOVE.
But oh well, not only you need to move the stuff,everyone of us here need to.
Instead of pushing everyone to die and move your own stuff only, why not let's have some team work leis?
I mean as in a sense like, We all are human beings, we all wanted to have some rest, but when you are having your rest nobody bother you at all, or let say minimum nial.
Why when come to secretary ours like normal office hours?
I begining to hate this place, hate all the people around, there is nobody that can really make me feel like staying there anymore.
And yeah, the one that i always complain during work she did not bother me when am not around in office. And of course, the almost handicapped keep ask this and that.
Fuck lahs, I need a rest seriously, stop bothering me can anot? I mean is like haish.
Speechless....
I go back not only have to cleared all my admin work you know? i still have to clear all the packing and transfering of the boxes and stuff! I mean am not an Octopus i cannot do everything myself, i will die eventually.
Never mind lors, as i said, when my limit is reached i cannot stay there any longer, my resignation letter will come in.
That it.
I do not owe any of you a living, am just working. Strictly, working!
Last time, i use to think that i can treat them nice as in my second home cos i will be there almost the whole day.
but now i realise, they are still just colleague, not friends, not family nor anything to me.
Should just draw a clear line between myself and all of you, personal means personal no leaking of it to all of you.
Office mean work work work, nothing personal i shall talk to all of you, cos none of you will understand.
Never mind, there is no point i go and think about it or whatsoever, i will just be myself, and do my work get it done and over with.
Seriously, we are not like all of you so well being so good life out there.
We have our problems, we have our woes and worries.
So stop saying you understand us alright? Cos no one can understand me.
To you all, always say i like to talk back but when things is unfair if i cannot talk then what the point? Never mind, since you like to say until like that then forget it.
In future, i work ot means claim never say anything else. Nothing much left i will just go home and rest.
Best of all, am targeting not to go back office on sunday. So please let our computer being scheduled on saturday to mirgrate the data alright? then i shall just go back and have a good rest on Sunday.
I need something to cheer me up.